Have you ever experienced déjà vu?
It’s that moment when you realize you’ve already been there and done that, but you don’t remember when or any details of that situation.
You just know.
Often, being stuck in repetitive behavioral patterns is like having multiple déjà vu moments.
In the unconscious phase, you don’t realize you’re doing it again!
Your thoughts and actions stem from subconscious programming you aren’t aware of.
You only see the results of that programming: the same toxic partners, the same jobs, the same illness, and so on.
Until one day, you connect the dots.
Awareness is the Key to Transformation
Each of us comes into this life with a unique set of energies, karmic imprints, and, yes, certain shadows.
These shadows often show up as repetitive patterns; situations, reactions, or habits that keep pulling us back, holding us in cycles that slow our soul's journey.
Becoming aware of these patterns is a crucial first step toward growth, healing, and true transformation.
Imagine each recurring experience in your life as a marker on your path.
By recognizing and understanding these patterns, you gain the ability to move past them.
This awareness doesn’t just change the pattern; it changes you, lifting you closer to your soul’s purpose.
How I Gained Awareness of My Repetitive Patterns
For much of my adult life, I found myself running in circles, a result of an extremely traumatic childhood.
Here are some of the main disruptive patterns I recognized in myself:
Pleasing people in exchange for love and appreciation
Weak boundaries; saying “yes” when I meant “no” out of fear of rejection
Falling for emotionally unavailable partners, reliving that painful feeling of having love denied by those who should naturally give it
Through yoga, meditation, breathwork, and other spiritual practices, I gradually gained a strong awareness of what I was repeating over and over. Later, the why became clear too. Diving deeper with past life regression hypnosis and astro-numerology, I managed to “close the circle” on my current and past lives and karmic lessons.
Most importantly, I gained clarity on what to do to finally exit those circles.
Breaking Patterns to Align with Your Purpose
Breaking free changed my life profoundly.
Not only did it end my self-inflicted suffering, but it also allowed me to re-plan my entire life around my soul’s unique purpose.
Each soul has a unique purpose, without exception!
Some people discover it, while others live their whole lives unaware of their true purpose.
So, if you’re stuck in repetitive patterns, breaking free is essential to grow and fully step into your soul’s purpose.
It allows you to embody your truest self in this lifetime, align with your mission, and become a living expression of your highest potential.
Uncovering Repetitive Patterns Through Numerology
Numerology offers a profound way to decode these repetitive patterns.
Through the Matrix of Destiny, we focus specifically on your birth year, which reveals key themes and recurring patterns you might face in this life.
Think of it as a map to your soul’s curriculum, outlining both the energies you’ve brought into this life and the shadows that may need attention.
In the chart below, you’ll see each year mapped to a specific energy pattern:
This chart serves as an introduction to what your birth year says about your soul’s repetitive challenges.
To go beyond this first level, you can dive deeper by ordering a full Matrix of Destiny reading, where we examine all aspects of your soul’s blueprint.
Explore my FREE Tools for Your Journey
To explore this topic at your own pace, I offer free resources to support you.
You can download my free PDF guide to discover your core energies based on your date of birth, giving you a foundation to start from.
Or, if you’re ready to dive deeper into karma and soul evolution, check out KARMA 101, a video class that introduces you to the fundamentals of this fascinating journey. Embracing awareness, unlocking numerology insights, and committing to growth are powerful steps toward fulfilling your true purpose!
Comments